Through this suffering, God is molding me into a person to be more like Jesus to have a deeper relationship with Him and also to be better used by Him. He is the potter and I am the clay. God is near to the broken hearted. May He strengthen me as I endure and overcome by the power of the almighty Holy Spirit! May I rejoice in this trial since it is being used to teach me and mold me into the person Jesus wants me to be. Whether He heals me or not, He will definitely use the suffering for His glory and for my good.